a resolution of sorts

On the eve of a new years of a new decade set to be the most eventful, and surely the most definite of my life. Perhaps. I hope. With the starting of twenty ten in a venezuelan new years, with drinks to go out, and the first, tomorrow, is departure for the worlds waterfall. Angel falls. Some jungle place past most of what the world has, and will see. Locals lived here their whole lives not made the trek, the adventure, the realization of what really matters. I have, and is mostly the living that matters, the being, the places, the travel, the different, the embrace. The world! Its here and so am I, lost someplace, always but in love with it. An indifferent place holds our being, but so unstructured possibilities. Allowing for unlimited, untamed, unbelievable possibilities, but unknown to sooo many. Incredible. The unknown beckons, the real and the now is here, the whole world waits. But no longer for me. Today or tomorrow rather is the happening, the jump-off point, the stepping stone to the great heavenly world but here on earth! The cliché resolution I will not! But instead i'll take it upon myself, for the next passing of the earth around the sun, I'll consciously work at something better. Something better than the life lived by the ordinary. I refuse it.